I have less than a month, preferably two weeks to accept a role play group.
Se-and I stress the particle doubt - I was a normal person could answer simple yes or no.
Instead the proposal upsets me, and not just because I'm a saint, in fact!
L. I brought one of my favorite games: make a schoolgirl during a lesson.
But this time I asked a variation, or better to play with two other girls and their tutor.
Wonderful, I love it as an idea. BUT ...
but but but BUT, I realize that a thousand thoughts haunt me.
L. should touch the ass of those other girls?
And if without their panties ass was better than mine?
And I should spank me by another man?
if I can not be bound to accept the authority of someone else?
If I could not bear even a hand slap from a party other than that of L. to which they are viscerally attached?
L. just quietly handed its proposal and seeing my eyes roll to new shores of madness cognitive He added: "Obviously you can put your limits. If you prefer that I just spanked for example ... okay."
Should I accept and say I do I just touch you, but you ... touches only me .. well, then we can stay at our house to play! : D
I do not want to set limits in a game.
Why do I always seem to be a party fails in these things??
the other hand, inspires me deeply, it seems a lot of fun, but ... basically because I know I am not convinced to implement a similar game. I know what
puts the brakes on my desires.
It 'just that I come from similar experiences, and when I met L. and I was able to develop more intimate and sentimental side of spanking, I thought it was heaven.
It was as if everything harmonic alignment in me. The brain was not a fight with my heart and my heart with sex.
So, everyone happy!
I was attached to that: just me for you and only you for me.
A world of security, a fort, an impregnable fortress in which to shelter, where just being yourself. How does
L. to be able to think of me to touch another person?
Where does the right of possession over the other, and that possession is whether it is shared with third parties?
One certainty is that on Thursday or Friday we will bell'aperitivo together to make known to me the only player in this game who do not yet know, the tutor of the girls.
So I can decide some elements more ... or ... I leave everything to chance.
If the tutor gets something to drink alcohol then do not go, if you take a soft drink, then let the games begin! : D
Signed
Flower in the mood analysis useless: D
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